Monday, September 7, 2009
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
to do list before i start school
check with fin aid
turn in medical info for school
get rebate for marc's cell
organize my stuff in the garage/patio
have a garage sale
turn in medical info for school
get rebate for marc's cell
organize my stuff in the garage/patio
have a garage sale
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
this is going to be a long 10 days
marc left with his buddies on their roadtrip and im a little sad :(
it doesn't help either that i have to work OT tomorrow night and Sunday BOOO
it doesn't help either that i have to work OT tomorrow night and Sunday BOOO
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Friday, May 29, 2009
"Set adrift on memory bliss "
decided to read through old entries from my xanga and here's some amusing ones:
September 11, 2007
i watched bananas ripen today
that's how long I've been at work. It was green when I got in...it's almost yellow now.
March 25, 2007
several thousand documents later....
and i'm still working.......
here's a little intense one:
December 16, 2006
oops i did it again
i thought i graduated from making a fool out of myself after a little too much intake of alcohol when i graduated from college but boy was i wrong. i'm definitely not proud of what happened and i know i won't hear the end of this for a while....i'm also definitely not looking forward to going back to work on monday not just because of this incident but also because of the overflowing work load..... i just hope i handle myself well tomorrow...i for one will no longer live my life with regrets...i know this happened for a purpose and i will come out stronger and will have to rethink certain choices that i have made. this newly found motivation to if not completely quit but even at least slow down because i think i may have a slight problem (which most of you will probably agree that i do) is a good thing, so i just hope i get support from my friends. it was weird being the only sober one last night and i have to admit that i didn't have as much fun but i now realize where my problem stems from, i think i drink, and i drink a lot because it gives me a feeling of not being myself completely.....although i don't like to make excuses for myself because i am a grown woman and i need to own up to the consequences of my actions, embedded insecurities that i thought i have long gotten rid of , continue to exist. i'm just glad i acquired this realization before i end up with a REAL problem and more drastic consequences.
it's always interesting to see how far you've come...i'm glad i have these to look back to especially during nights when you don't feel your best, think that you're not so strong after all, and overall just feeling a little down.
September 11, 2007
i watched bananas ripen today
that's how long I've been at work. It was green when I got in...it's almost yellow now.
March 25, 2007
several thousand documents later....
and i'm still working.......
here's a little intense one:
December 16, 2006
oops i did it again
i thought i graduated from making a fool out of myself after a little too much intake of alcohol when i graduated from college but boy was i wrong. i'm definitely not proud of what happened and i know i won't hear the end of this for a while....i'm also definitely not looking forward to going back to work on monday not just because of this incident but also because of the overflowing work load..... i just hope i handle myself well tomorrow...i for one will no longer live my life with regrets...i know this happened for a purpose and i will come out stronger and will have to rethink certain choices that i have made. this newly found motivation to if not completely quit but even at least slow down because i think i may have a slight problem (which most of you will probably agree that i do) is a good thing, so i just hope i get support from my friends. it was weird being the only sober one last night and i have to admit that i didn't have as much fun but i now realize where my problem stems from, i think i drink, and i drink a lot because it gives me a feeling of not being myself completely.....although i don't like to make excuses for myself because i am a grown woman and i need to own up to the consequences of my actions, embedded insecurities that i thought i have long gotten rid of , continue to exist. i'm just glad i acquired this realization before i end up with a REAL problem and more drastic consequences.
it's always interesting to see how far you've come...i'm glad i have these to look back to especially during nights when you don't feel your best, think that you're not so strong after all, and overall just feeling a little down.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Brilliant mind, wonderful teacher, a true inspiration
Ronald Takaki (1939 - 2009)
http://www.berkeley.edu/news/media/releases/2009/05/27_takaki.shtml
http://www.berkeley.edu/news/media/releases/2009/05/27_takaki.shtml
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
despite having to work 8+ hours this weekend
it was still awesome! 17 again with shell on friday night, hot stone massage at the spa with marc on saturday morning, worked for 8 hours, and then i got to clean up and do laundry. Sunday, I went to church and then got to spend the afternoon with lexi, lyn and malsy at the oakland zoo. pictures to be posted soon!
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
my sister totally made my day :)
i've been physically and mentally drained the past couple of days..it feels like i just started a new job..it's exciting and fun but at the same time, i find myself feeling so exhausted...when i get busy like this, sometimes i let work take over me..and sometimes i forget to take care of myself and often hurt those that i really care about.i even snapped at marc a few times yesterday and we ended up fighting over something totally stupid and i realized this morning that i should probably apologize....
today i decided that i will take a full hour to myself to pay my bills, check my emails, handle random things online etc....just to calm down a bit and relax a little....then i decided to look through my blog subscriptions and she just totally melted my heart....what she doesn't know is how truly amazing and admirable she is...at the age of 16, with such maturity and grace, she's accomplished so much with her life and i'm so proud of the kind, loving person that she's become.
today i decided that i will take a full hour to myself to pay my bills, check my emails, handle random things online etc....just to calm down a bit and relax a little....then i decided to look through my blog subscriptions and she just totally melted my heart....what she doesn't know is how truly amazing and admirable she is...at the age of 16, with such maturity and grace, she's accomplished so much with her life and i'm so proud of the kind, loving person that she's become.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
reminiscing
Today is babe's jr. prom... she looked absolutely adorable!!! I'll post pictures later...everything turned out great, her shoes, the dress, the accessories, the hair and makeup..oh yeah and the nails! aww she's all grown up....
Helping her get ready got me all reminiscing about my junior prom, it seems like ages ago being 16, all excited to get all pretty-fied HAHA... that was a fun night. We were all stressed out about everything from the lady that did my hair and messing it up, to not having enough money to my dad waiting for me at may's house so he can pick me up and make sure i don't go anywhere else lol! But at the end of the day the memories was all worth it :)
Helping her get ready got me all reminiscing about my junior prom, it seems like ages ago being 16, all excited to get all pretty-fied HAHA... that was a fun night. We were all stressed out about everything from the lady that did my hair and messing it up, to not having enough money to my dad waiting for me at may's house so he can pick me up and make sure i don't go anywhere else lol! But at the end of the day the memories was all worth it :)
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
my chipmunk cheeks
day after the surgery - i felt all good..turns out i was taking the medication too often
sunday morning - starting to look bad
sunday evening, it was definitely worse
monday - it keeps getting bigger and boy did i feel the pain
sunday morning - starting to look bad
sunday evening, it was definitely worse
monday - it keeps getting bigger and boy did i feel the pain
Friday, March 27, 2009
goodbye wisdom teeth!
it went well! they gave me laughing gas first then they gave me the general anesthesia and within 5 seconds i was out and next thing i knew it was done...i was crazy groggy and started crying coz i didnt want to be woken up LOL....anyway im just glad for it to be over with and i can't wait till im all better. I bought tons of "soft food" - avocado, pudding, soup...and marc's getting me mashed potatoes and gravy as we speak!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
bad habits
are forming...since recovering, i've been:
eating unhealthy
not working out
laying around the house
not doing anything productive but just watching tv
gotta make a change....tomorrow.....hahah maybe not, it's ethel's and jon's bday weekend so i doubt i'll be making any changes...
maybe next week?
i wish i can leave work now (i'm pretty much done with my work today anyway) but i have hella errands to run.
eating unhealthy
not working out
laying around the house
not doing anything productive but just watching tv
gotta make a change....tomorrow.....hahah maybe not, it's ethel's and jon's bday weekend so i doubt i'll be making any changes...
maybe next week?
i wish i can leave work now (i'm pretty much done with my work today anyway) but i have hella errands to run.
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